Well, this year's Christmas is gonna be absolutely horrid because of some shit that's going on in my home.
And its gonna be the last one I celebrate here too as I am planning on moving out sometime early next year, gonna be moving in with my big sister and her family because of the shit that's been going on.
*Sigh* I have absolutely NO Christmas joy in me at this point, just depression and anger.

Slight update:
Well, it looks like there will be a form of Christmas after all, although I've still got that thing about what's been going on my mind, so it might still effect what enjoyment I might get out of this.
Plus as I said before, it is the last Christmas I will be celebrating here in this house, so there's that too.