Feeling a little like a bahum-bug at this point

I have been really sick for Christmas with a horrible head cold, then mother nature hit with a gift that I did not want. So I am exhausted. The gift that my parents wanted to get me was out of stock everywhere so I did not have a present to open today. I know that I will get the thing once it is available, but this has not exactly felt like a very Christmassy Christmas. It is also the first Christmas without my grandma who passed away last month. I have not been really active with journals just because life has been a bit depressing as of late. I don't really have any motivation right now but I am also still sick and exhausted, so maybe in time, I'll feel more like being productive.

I hope everyone else had a better holiday season than me.
I look forward to being able to breathe out of my nose again reeeeeee