So much has been going on lately.
Moving. Jobless. Waiting for our interview. Trying to help my husband with his problems. But also dealing with something in me that says I'm not good enough for anyone.
The amount of things on my brain at all times is taking a toll on me.
I feel like I've hit a rut. Not in art, but in my entire life. Even though we're moving forward in our life, I'm stuck dealing with the same issues in my head..
I've been trying so hard to make up money from being jobless by taking commissions. I've gotten two.
I'm trying to make things people want. Icons, ychs, sales. I don't know what to do.
I don't know how to corral the stress. I don't know how to corral my depression. And both of them are eating away at me.

I just want us to be stable. I want to stop worrying if my car is gonna get taken away or if we're going to be able to eat or if we'll be on the streets because we can't afford rent.

I have so much more to say but no words to say it in..

Sorry..