Oh wow, an other year has passed :/
This one was quite stressful and challenging for me, I had to make some though decisions and I was hurt pretty badly by my family. School's not doing that great, but I'm doing my best to finish the year. On the other hand I had some great moments, I can safely say that I have few but amazing friends that support me, and even tho we don't see each other very often, every time we're together it seems like no time has passed. Friends like these are the family that you choose.

I wish each and every one of you friends like these, because everyone deserves love and acceptance, to be part of something as positive as a family can be. Take care of that family. I wish all of you lots of health too, because no money or power, or friends for the matter, can't prevent or cure some diseases, and no one deserves those.

I hope next year will be more manageable. In retrospective I can see I've drawn a lot less compared to last year, and that's because I was stressed by school. I was hung up many times in this vicious cycle: work to do by school & no drive for doing it, wanting to draw to relieve stress, can't do art because guilty of not doing work, watching videos instead to relieve stress of not being able to draw, feeling even more guilty for doing nothing.

This year I will try to uphold a timetable, make room for drawing and maybe some streams in a regular fashion. I don't do many resolutions, but this time I really need to kick myself in the butt.

Happy nude deer everyone!