Man this year has had the shittiest start ever for me. If I didn't have so many people waiting on me I'd be on the edge of just giving up on life as a whole.

The miserable thing about having severe allergies and chronic sinusitis is that people don't really take allergies as an excuse for being sick and expect you to show up at friend and family gatherings since you're not contagious. Feverish, infection in both my ears and sinuses yes, but not contagious.

With being dragged around all over and my illness being made MUCH worse... I lost my drawing tablet.

I have no idea where or with who I might of left it but it's gone... I was in too much of a haze to even begin tracking around where I had it last...

Spent several days crying, everyone telling me "Oh it'll show up! It's no big deal." Well it is a big deal, it was my only way to get work done lying down when I'm too sick to sit upright for more than two hours without getting a migraine.

So I'll be back to work tonight... trying to work in two hour shifts followed by laying down. I need to be able to replace the damn thing so I will need to make it through my backlog before running some kind of emergency commissions to replace it.