is that it makes everything else less fun. Long have I wrestled with this fact, originally under arguments of morality and god a few years back, but now almost strictly on the less clouded topic of how it affects my work ethic, and occasionally on what harm this could cause long-term on the social front. I honestly think, thanks to a powerful libido, that self-made and/or discovered porn (yes, often times my own porn ... /narcissism) coupled with masturbation has become, for me, TOO pleasurable. Heck even without porn my mind can go to town and spend its mind-money on all sorts of mind-candy at increasingly exotic and bizarre mind-stores.

I do not feel obsessive about recapturing this feeling. More so, I simply feel through repeated exploration, my overall perception is altered into one more detached, and even aloof. It's like "Yeah, that sounds fun, but you have no idea how much fun you COULD be having."

Wait. Ew. Why am I talking about this? Oh, I'm on FA, that's right. ^_^

So, I guess what I'm saying is, I need to broaden my horizons! By which I mean... I need a mate? XP. First off, I'm gonna cut down on the porn. ...Don't worry, I'll still be making it for you guys! I'm slow is all. :p

Anyway, enough introspection! I gotta go somewhere!

- Star