How most creators feel...
8 years ago
General
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.... who arn't in the limelight.
[[These messages may seem VERY scatterbrained]]
https://aamatniekss.itch.io/pixel-artist-simulator
This little 'game' takes about 5-10minutes to just send a message.
I've felt the way the pixel creator feels in that game, a lot lately. And people will say, keep your hopes up, chin up, keep going, keep creating, you can do this! - And I have been for 8 years or more, just keep on keeping on. Progressing in my own art even, and moving forward.
But, yknow, a lot of the time, it feels like I'm chasing my own tail, in a way.
But hey,gotta keep that positive mental attitude right? Well, that's a bit rocky, since I've been doing the good ol' battle, fighting off depression since 2003. Which seems to have only gotten harder and harder over the years. But, I never want to give up. I want to keep that positive battle upfront.
So I've decided, Im going to try to get my voice out there more, spread the awareness of Depression more, and try to host as many charity streams I can in the upcoming months. I hope you all will come join the fight against this terrible illness. This leech that swallows a lot of us whole, consumes us even. Many people may say they can be depressed over a lot of things, but really when it's sadness instead, they truly don't know the depths of depression, and Im not saying all who do say that, don't know. . .. Blah, you all understand what I'm getting at.
I'm tired of struggling... mentally... emotionally, and financially. Treat your creators well, if you truly enjoy what they do. Don't be that one guy. And for those who are fighting hard times, illnesses and so on.
I Believe In You. You are loved! Even if it's forma distance, even if it's from a stranger that don't even know you, you're loved. A lot of people can, and are like me, in the sense of "I love everything and everyone" even if morally they don't deserve it. There isn't room in my being to hate. It's a useless emotion to me, it gets you no where. But...that's just my opinions. *breath*
Okay...I got that all out now. Feel free to share your experiences, your thoughts, your opinions. I want to be more open with the communities I'm apart of. I care about my viewers. And I should treat them better.
I. Give. A. Damn.
<3
[[These messages may seem VERY scatterbrained]]
https://aamatniekss.itch.io/pixel-artist-simulator
This little 'game' takes about 5-10minutes to just send a message.
I've felt the way the pixel creator feels in that game, a lot lately. And people will say, keep your hopes up, chin up, keep going, keep creating, you can do this! - And I have been for 8 years or more, just keep on keeping on. Progressing in my own art even, and moving forward.
But, yknow, a lot of the time, it feels like I'm chasing my own tail, in a way.
But hey,gotta keep that positive mental attitude right? Well, that's a bit rocky, since I've been doing the good ol' battle, fighting off depression since 2003. Which seems to have only gotten harder and harder over the years. But, I never want to give up. I want to keep that positive battle upfront.
So I've decided, Im going to try to get my voice out there more, spread the awareness of Depression more, and try to host as many charity streams I can in the upcoming months. I hope you all will come join the fight against this terrible illness. This leech that swallows a lot of us whole, consumes us even. Many people may say they can be depressed over a lot of things, but really when it's sadness instead, they truly don't know the depths of depression, and Im not saying all who do say that, don't know. . .. Blah, you all understand what I'm getting at.
I'm tired of struggling... mentally... emotionally, and financially. Treat your creators well, if you truly enjoy what they do. Don't be that one guy. And for those who are fighting hard times, illnesses and so on.
I Believe In You. You are loved! Even if it's forma distance, even if it's from a stranger that don't even know you, you're loved. A lot of people can, and are like me, in the sense of "I love everything and everyone" even if morally they don't deserve it. There isn't room in my being to hate. It's a useless emotion to me, it gets you no where. But...that's just my opinions. *breath*
Okay...I got that all out now. Feel free to share your experiences, your thoughts, your opinions. I want to be more open with the communities I'm apart of. I care about my viewers. And I should treat them better.
I. Give. A. Damn.
<3
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