Why not create a group user page for others to join and discuss the same mindset that you currently have. Another idea is to use a mobile group chat on discord or telegram. Telegram has helped me out to discuss things with others and I feel like I'm welcomed.

I agree with the guy above. Instead of leaving, you can chat with some group of people who understand your struggle. While some people can be jerks though im sure there are some small groups that you are still happy to have met. *hugs*