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8 years ago
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I think I'm finally starting to cope better with my loss.
As I mentioned in the last journal, my mom meant a lot to me.
Things weren't always great between us, due to certain personal factors I will not go into, but eventually she reconciled with everyone she hurt and we could all finally be a family again.
My entire immediate family and I have been through so much with her... we used to call ourselves the most lucky unlucky family. Guess our luck ran out this time.
I still find it incredibly unfair that she was taken away like this. It's just... bullshit, you know? She fought so hard to overcome the acute lymphoblastic leukemia, only to get knocked back down by pneumonia and just...
I still hate it. I hate that I'm never going to see her again.
But I'm glad she got to travel with friends before the ALL clipped her wings. I'm glad she could be part of a family that loves her to the end and beyond. She mended the bonds between all of us, she got to have friends who love her, and she passed on surrounded by those very people. Even if some of us were bawling our eyes out, she left knowing she was well-loved. Her best friend even traveled all the way down from Canada to be there.
She was one of the strongest people I've ever known. She always... tried So Hard. All the time. And she knew how to put a smile on peoples' faces, or calm down even the most stubborn person.
She was the sort of person who, no matter what, would always be there for you.
n I'm really... really gonna miss her. I already do.
I'm still mourning, I still have moments where it just hits me all at once, but I'm starting to function outside of the highs again.
I'll try and get back on the ball here soon, especially now that my laptop is back in working order.
As I mentioned in the last journal, my mom meant a lot to me.
Things weren't always great between us, due to certain personal factors I will not go into, but eventually she reconciled with everyone she hurt and we could all finally be a family again.
My entire immediate family and I have been through so much with her... we used to call ourselves the most lucky unlucky family. Guess our luck ran out this time.
I still find it incredibly unfair that she was taken away like this. It's just... bullshit, you know? She fought so hard to overcome the acute lymphoblastic leukemia, only to get knocked back down by pneumonia and just...
I still hate it. I hate that I'm never going to see her again.
But I'm glad she got to travel with friends before the ALL clipped her wings. I'm glad she could be part of a family that loves her to the end and beyond. She mended the bonds between all of us, she got to have friends who love her, and she passed on surrounded by those very people. Even if some of us were bawling our eyes out, she left knowing she was well-loved. Her best friend even traveled all the way down from Canada to be there.
She was one of the strongest people I've ever known. She always... tried So Hard. All the time. And she knew how to put a smile on peoples' faces, or calm down even the most stubborn person.
She was the sort of person who, no matter what, would always be there for you.
n I'm really... really gonna miss her. I already do.
I'm still mourning, I still have moments where it just hits me all at once, but I'm starting to function outside of the highs again.
I'll try and get back on the ball here soon, especially now that my laptop is back in working order.
