So sorry I wish I knew how to help. I'm often in a dark place, too.

It's not easy but I won't stay in dark places for long. I gotta get out of depression and see a new hope in life.

I've been in the jobless situation in the past; really the only thing you can do is to keep applying even if it's something you won't be happy doing. At least that way you have a job down and you can continue to keep looking for something you prefer over the crap job while making some money in the process.

Please know that death is NEVER the answer. I've been through dealing with my mother's suicide years ago, and it still hurts inside even though it's become easier to talk about over the years. I don't even know you and I care enough about you to tell you don't take that path. If you ever need someone to talk to don't ever be afraid to talk to me.

Thank you. My sister has been encouraging me to get into making my own business. I know it's going to take a while but might as well get something done in the mean time. I rather do my own business. Selling art has been my goal but even when things get hard I have to move forward.

*hugs* sorry that I wasn't here to be there. But everything will turn out alright

Thankfully I feel as I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.