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You already lost me - Reply to a certain someone
8 years ago
-=~ ....Welcome, Mortal. You Have Entered Into The Home Of Seduction And The Heir To The Ring Of Lust. There Is Plenty Of Naughty Souls To Go Around. Come, Quench Your Sins To Pleasure.... ~=-
....I listened to your message. I heard everything and tried to hold back tears at the end. But my mind already knew what I wish I could have said to you if you ever saw me again. Be it on Second Life or Skype (which I don't use anymore anyway), though I can just say it here. You had lost me already. You lost me at the time you came back different, the moments you kept disappearing, or even the times you'd be on and not even say hey. I began distancing myself after you left me. I threw away the ALL plans of trying to spend time with you and our lion friend. I had tried so hard to want to have played out the RP story I wrote for you even, only to find it not happening. Ever. Not anymore. You're gone now. You told me you're taking a needed break from Second Life which is fine since you don't see me when I'm on. So now I've been telling myself this ever since you left: " Why should I matter anymore. You had dreams of me. You told me them. You imagined how it might've been if you and I were together. It was cute. Honestly. But now that this had been going on, I just can't stand wanting to see you after all that had been done. " You did this yourself. You can blame yourself for it and be sorry for not telling me what had really been going on until you got that message out. You once called me one of your 'True Friends' you could go to or trust. Now take a moment to rethink on that. I don't even SEE you much when you're down. You're maybe skulking somewhere when I assume to think you're with our friend at the club we usually hang out at, but you're not. Tell me again who I am to you because since you said goodbye and won't be back till you find yourself...well, good luck on that because I'm gone from you and that's the only thing I'm sorry for at this moment....
