Guys, just wanted to update and let you know I'll be ok. I admit my art isn't the best but I will find my ways to better myself somehow. But I'm letting you guys know Ive been trying really hard and put a lot of effort into my gallery. Some people were born to do this stuff and I'm not one of them. This is only supposed to be a hobby for me, yet here I am making a big deal out of it when I shouldn't be .

I'm sorry if I've been a disappointment to you all.

---

I was speaking to a friend earlier and I guess I got a big dose of the truth about my art. And honestly.....it's not the best....even when I try very hard it isn't still...not by a long shot it. It's not impressive, It's unoriginal. I don't even know what is. I feel like I'm trying too hard to impress people only to find myself only being a disappointment not only to them but myself. To think I'm a pro at this point...I'm only fooling myself.
Truth be told, that's why I left FA on hiatus a few weeks ago.
Feel like I just went 2 steps forward and 10 steps back, but I guess I had to learn it the hard way at some point. Guess there's no other choice but to go back to the drawing board.