My life is just one big cosmic joke... isnt it? No matter what Im just doomed to fail until I end it all... I cant get an actual job, Im about to be homeless, even if I could make it to Dallas Ill be screwed just as bad after two weeks since jobs dont like to do interviews for someone who applied. I cant go back to school cause the semester already started. I cant do my last resort to move to california cause my tax returns are useless. I cant get health insurance cause, of course, I CANT GET A JOB! Someone... fucking end my misserable excuse of a worthless life. My life is hard enough as a trans, but I guess its just not misserable enough. Nobody wants to help or can help... Im to low... Ive nearly lost everything but my boyfriend... at this rate hell probably lose me from me not being able to afford food or water and die from that...