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7 years ago
HI THERE
I'M A WEIRD GAY CHICK FROM THE NETHERLANDS
AND TODAY I AM WRITING A JOURNAL
THIS IS- wait why am I writing in all CAPS I should stop that.
Anyway,
Hi!
If you're one of my few watchers who care if I'm alive or not, then you're in luck 'cause this journal is for youuuuuuuu!
I'm writing this journal because I'm super horrible at being active on the internet and at replying to people's messages so they know I'm still alive!
So yeah, this is basically an update about meeeeeee for the small amount of people who are wondering why I'm always dead until I upload one thing and then die again.
I AM
a musician.
And I'm doing this super time consuming study to become an actual good musician.
Music is becoming such a big part of my live that I really don't feel like drawing anymore because whenever I have spare time, I'd much rather learn some new boring music related stuff than draw some cool new comic pages or whatever.
There are these rare occasions that happen sometimes where I don't feel like getting my ears raped by some hard-core classical tunes, and all this time I normally would spend on music would go to drawing stuff and being active on these sites, but those occasions are starting to appear less frequently.
BUT
I am totally feeling it right now, I feel like I should crap out some random drawings an throw em at this site!
However I wanted to post this journal first
Because I want to apologize to the watchers who are wondering if I left this site, or wondering if I'm still active
And ESPECIALLY to apologize to the people who have been sending me messages, trying to contact me and me being like; OH HEY SOMEONE IS WONDERING IF I'M ALIVE. HOW NICE OF THIS PERSON TO SHOOT ME A MESSAGE. I AM READING THIS, AND I APPRECIATE THE MESSAGE SUPER MUCH BUT I'M NOT GONNA REPLY BECAUSE I'M AN IDIOT WHO'S HORRIBLE AT SOCIAL CONTACT VIA THE INTERNET ASDRTFYGHJFH
I hope you guys know who you are? I just want to let you guys know that even though I rarely reply anymore, I do read and appreciate everything you message me, but I'm probably too busy kissing my evil Russian piano teachers ass to reply.
I'M A WEIRD GAY CHICK FROM THE NETHERLANDS
AND TODAY I AM WRITING A JOURNAL
THIS IS- wait why am I writing in all CAPS I should stop that.
Anyway,
Hi!
If you're one of my few watchers who care if I'm alive or not, then you're in luck 'cause this journal is for youuuuuuuu!
I'm writing this journal because I'm super horrible at being active on the internet and at replying to people's messages so they know I'm still alive!
So yeah, this is basically an update about meeeeeee for the small amount of people who are wondering why I'm always dead until I upload one thing and then die again.
I AM
a musician.
And I'm doing this super time consuming study to become an actual good musician.
Music is becoming such a big part of my live that I really don't feel like drawing anymore because whenever I have spare time, I'd much rather learn some new boring music related stuff than draw some cool new comic pages or whatever.
There are these rare occasions that happen sometimes where I don't feel like getting my ears raped by some hard-core classical tunes, and all this time I normally would spend on music would go to drawing stuff and being active on these sites, but those occasions are starting to appear less frequently.
BUT
I am totally feeling it right now, I feel like I should crap out some random drawings an throw em at this site!
However I wanted to post this journal first
Because I want to apologize to the watchers who are wondering if I left this site, or wondering if I'm still active
And ESPECIALLY to apologize to the people who have been sending me messages, trying to contact me and me being like; OH HEY SOMEONE IS WONDERING IF I'M ALIVE. HOW NICE OF THIS PERSON TO SHOOT ME A MESSAGE. I AM READING THIS, AND I APPRECIATE THE MESSAGE SUPER MUCH BUT I'M NOT GONNA REPLY BECAUSE I'M AN IDIOT WHO'S HORRIBLE AT SOCIAL CONTACT VIA THE INTERNET ASDRTFYGHJFH
I hope you guys know who you are? I just want to let you guys know that even though I rarely reply anymore, I do read and appreciate everything you message me, but I'm probably too busy kissing my evil Russian piano teachers ass to reply.
I want to show you the Lindisfarne drawing I got last year!
I was wondering how you were :D
Dealing with a Russian piano teacher sounds tough but also pretty interesting
And interesting is one way to describe it haha
She's crazy strict in her teaching and expect you to be able to do everything she ask you to. And if whatever reason you can't do that she has no problem with telling how worthless of a pianist you are, because insulting is her way to motivate.
She's super easy to anger, and demands you push yourself the the limit of what you can do every lesson. It's super intense.
She really knows what she's doing though and she's pretty famous in the classical piano world since a lot of students that she taught became very successful after graduating, but still a lot of piano students try to switch to another teacher cause they can't handle her way of teaching.
I honestly really like it and I'm improving super fast but yea
I been wondering what happend to you ;_;
I feel really bad for always leaving everyone behind like this all the time, but honestly with how my life has been lately I don't really think it'll change anytime soon..
And it's also important that there are people that learn those 'different kinds of instruments' so no worries haha