Honestly it feels like with the exclusion of a group of very awesome, and talented people, if I steer out of my normal commissioning circles, I get janked, horribly.

Now we're about 24 hours from the day I needed the piece and I'm very much not optimistic it's going to get done, and I just don't have the ability to cover it.

I'm not seeking pity, I just needed to rant a little bit. It's honestly been a good motivator to get better at my own art so I don't have to worry about scrambling around last minute on something that should've/could've been handled months prior.


Just some frustrations.