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Feb 14: Happy S.A.D.
7 years ago
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Status: Attempting exercise
█ Happy Sub Appreciation Day! But seriously relationships are both giving, taking, and support. If today is supposed to be love, make sure you treat yourself as if you were someone you love; it's easy to beat yourself down, and that's not something you'd to a friend or a significant other (at least I hope not). Good relationships means that they'll be happy for you when you're happy, and they'll listen to you when you're in pain; if you have these kinds of people in your life then take care of those relationships, and if people make everything about themselves then perhaps you should reconsider whatever kind of relationship you have.
It does suck to have no one, but it sucks worse to not even have yourself; so take care of yourself. If you can't love yourself, you'll only be able to obsess over others and not really love them.
█ Mood-wise I'm still pretty... sane, tired though. I probably need to alter my schedule or force myself to take a bit more time off between art sessions. I might try a different kind of stream schedule like 3 days off and 5 days on, or maybe alternating days off and on, I don't know quite yet. Course it might also be a side effect of doing journal based commissions as well, so I'll probably just keep it to in-stream stuff for the next week or so.
It's kind of a weird, unfamiliar situation I find myself in, where I basically have to force myself to slow and and relax a bit; because once stop arting I still have the urge to keep on drawing to be productive. I suppose it's a consequence of switching over my want of playing video games into wanting to do art (and it's trickier than how simple it sounds). I can game for hours no problem, but arting for hours tends make me a bit stiff since I have to stay relatively still to... well draw lines and the like.
Assuming I keep this more 'normal' state of mind, there's a couple of larger projects I'll probably attempt in the near future:
- The Shadow comic that's on hold I might try to set aside a day to work on each week, try and get that ball going.
- A possible new group image that would be 'easy' for me to put together.
- A new interactive animation thing.
Nothing concrete, but putting it out there as a plan does help make things a bit more real and clarifies a goal.
I'm still doing in-stream commissions at https://picarto.tv/Endium for the time being otherwise.
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Status: Attempting exercise
█ Happy Sub Appreciation Day! But seriously relationships are both giving, taking, and support. If today is supposed to be love, make sure you treat yourself as if you were someone you love; it's easy to beat yourself down, and that's not something you'd to a friend or a significant other (at least I hope not). Good relationships means that they'll be happy for you when you're happy, and they'll listen to you when you're in pain; if you have these kinds of people in your life then take care of those relationships, and if people make everything about themselves then perhaps you should reconsider whatever kind of relationship you have.
It does suck to have no one, but it sucks worse to not even have yourself; so take care of yourself. If you can't love yourself, you'll only be able to obsess over others and not really love them.
█ Mood-wise I'm still pretty... sane, tired though. I probably need to alter my schedule or force myself to take a bit more time off between art sessions. I might try a different kind of stream schedule like 3 days off and 5 days on, or maybe alternating days off and on, I don't know quite yet. Course it might also be a side effect of doing journal based commissions as well, so I'll probably just keep it to in-stream stuff for the next week or so.
It's kind of a weird, unfamiliar situation I find myself in, where I basically have to force myself to slow and and relax a bit; because once stop arting I still have the urge to keep on drawing to be productive. I suppose it's a consequence of switching over my want of playing video games into wanting to do art (and it's trickier than how simple it sounds). I can game for hours no problem, but arting for hours tends make me a bit stiff since I have to stay relatively still to... well draw lines and the like.
Assuming I keep this more 'normal' state of mind, there's a couple of larger projects I'll probably attempt in the near future:
- The Shadow comic that's on hold I might try to set aside a day to work on each week, try and get that ball going.
- A possible new group image that would be 'easy' for me to put together.
- A new interactive animation thing.
Nothing concrete, but putting it out there as a plan does help make things a bit more real and clarifies a goal.
I'm still doing in-stream commissions at https://picarto.tv/Endium for the time being otherwise.
The poison I'm picking is chocolate covered strawberries and Cabernet.
Yes, take things easy and slow for now...no sense in rushing into anything that you're not really 'ready' for.
Hope to catch your next stream and it's good to 'see' that the medicines seem to be working out!
Albeit I'm a bit regretful I didn't comment my refs or anything on the journal about the Shadow comic
It's probably way too late for that >:
Really hoping to hopefully snag an animation from you, I’ve been in love since you posted your first ones :)
We ended up getting laser surgery to celebrate V day, heh. Very romantic
But I’m glad to hear things are going ok for you
And glad your doing better, well at least feeling like being productive XP im currently trying to shift my want to game into want to do anything im supposed to do...its rather hard Xd
Sorry for pun but couldn't hold it. But if you with that shadow comic, can't roll the ball, there is slaveball to do it xD.