Hello, in the wake of my grandmother's passing, I've been...distant and hard to contact around the net and I apologize. I've been slow to respond, slow on getting things done and generally down in general. I think this has stretched on back before this, all of 2017 my grandmother was sick. She was diagnosed with cancer before the stroke and the 2016-17 period of my life was marred with a lot of tragedy that I don't think I really allowed myself to process fully.

I have, however, moved house, have some lovely housemates, gotten away from a lot of the bad stuff that goes down in my hometown with old family issues and such things. I think now that the winter is thawing out, I think I am too. I've been in an icy sort of internal place for a long time and it's nice to feel warm again for a bit. This mixed with going to TFF recently and meeting a ton of friends for the first time, in person, has me on the mend.

Thank you all so much for your patience. expect a LOT of uploads in the very near future.