around oct i think i just kinda dropped off the map bc i was having personal health issues
doctor apts lined up week after week and being on a bunch of new meds that made me
tired or more gave me more insomnia on top of depression (boy i thought i was doing good
but my first bday and christmas without mom but that shit was a bummmmmmmerrrr)
and couldn't maintain being online with family holidays too so i just kinda slipped off the radar

then around december my grandpa had a stroke (and he's still not taking his health seriously :))) )
so i had to pick up more responsibility for my grandma's sake
and now i'm just basically trying to play catch up
(super sorry to my commissioners for having you wait so long without any update,
at least now i'm 1/2 done so i should be done before this week or at least this month is over
ty so much for your patience!!)

but yeah that's what's been goin on with me how yall been doing
i don't know any of the new fresh memes and i feel old...