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A series of unfortunate events
7 years ago
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Ya know, of course this all has to happen as soon as i decide to start enjoying drawing again. Everything just goes so wrong so quickly nowadays. Im sorry this is going to be another rant, but i'll try to keep it short
1) Get up this morning realizing a midterm exam for an online class is actually due today at noon and not midnight. 12 am and 12 pm are startlingly similar you know. So that was panic inducing
2) I call my manager since i work today too saying that due to this i might not get into work on time. She says i should have known earlier and did it earlier, and i should have.
3) I start doing the midterm for my online course, and its a complete and utter disaster. I dont know anything in it. Its so much more complicated than the notes the instructor assigned. So i was hyperventilating for a while, cried a bit, and gave up because of how completely, unexpectedly difficult it was.
4) I go into work on time due to my failure at that test, and when my manager asks how it went i nearly just fall apart right then and there. So i talk to her, somehow, and i come to realize i cant handle having a job. Last semester i worked twice a week, and ended up with 2 D+'s, and 1 B. So i thought "i'll do something different this semester" and i have, im taking less classes so you'd think i'd be doing better right? Nope still doing terrible, even with all my extra time and only working once a week.
Im trying to balance my life. So im not even sure if i can include the internet in that anymore. Its upsetting. I was just learning to like drawing again. Oh well..
1) Get up this morning realizing a midterm exam for an online class is actually due today at noon and not midnight. 12 am and 12 pm are startlingly similar you know. So that was panic inducing
2) I call my manager since i work today too saying that due to this i might not get into work on time. She says i should have known earlier and did it earlier, and i should have.
3) I start doing the midterm for my online course, and its a complete and utter disaster. I dont know anything in it. Its so much more complicated than the notes the instructor assigned. So i was hyperventilating for a while, cried a bit, and gave up because of how completely, unexpectedly difficult it was.
4) I go into work on time due to my failure at that test, and when my manager asks how it went i nearly just fall apart right then and there. So i talk to her, somehow, and i come to realize i cant handle having a job. Last semester i worked twice a week, and ended up with 2 D+'s, and 1 B. So i thought "i'll do something different this semester" and i have, im taking less classes so you'd think i'd be doing better right? Nope still doing terrible, even with all my extra time and only working once a week.
Im trying to balance my life. So im not even sure if i can include the internet in that anymore. Its upsetting. I was just learning to like drawing again. Oh well..
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ShinyTotodude
~shinytotodude
Sorry that it's not working well for you. I wish you the best for the near future and that you'll be able to rest a bit hopefully soon. <:3
TakuyaTakeshi
~takuyatakeshi
I know you can do it Wolfen :)
tgricethegosu
~tgricethegosu
sounds horrible I hope you can find the right balance >:
