Damn, today was such a difficult day for me. Although I have only written 2 Journals I've noticed that I have felt extremely confident in writing them for you furrs to see and comfortable enough for my friends (If they check it out) to see it. So yeah I guess this might be a sort of web diary from now on.

Today I had a major argument with two of my friends, and I'm sad to think that our relationship might be very broken. I don't believe friendships can be cut out. Maybe its my latino blood kicking in making my head hard as fuck. I just simply don't believe that bonds can be severed... but after tonight I do believe that sometimes friendships can't go back to what they once were. I don't know what the other persons are thinking of me nor do I know what they think I think of them.

I don't know if being the person that I am is both a hinderance or a blessing; I don't know if both of my friends's personalities are these two either. I don't know where this is gonna lead and I am terrified as anyone else would be.

If you are reading this and are also going through or have gone through a similar experience please know that although as I am writing this I do not know how things will end I promise you that you will be able to go through it and it will all work out in the end for the better. Life always rewards the champions of its greatest obstacles.