Hey guys, sorry If I'm bringing up from what happened yesterday, and I know you all said don't everything's fine and stuff, but me I feel like I just couldn't take this guilty feeling, the animation that I was doing wasn't from an ammeter project, it was for a small ad for 7Up, and aI screwed it up for taking too long, a freaking 5 second animation what was given me, I did the first one, I was doing a second one with characters, and yet when I try to do that one, it took me too long, I was having thought that if I had just done was just animating cans, I could gotten the job, but no.... I wanted to do something more, and even after losing it, I till get insulted by my mother... saying I don't do anything or that I'm a fat, lazy good-for-nothing..... I feel so depressed that I just wanna end it, I always get these feelings and thought of depression....Finding a job within my expertise and in Puerto Rico, of all places....with everything this hurricane did, I just don't know what to do......I feel like I let my whole family down "crying" I feel like I'm a lying disappointment to my mom.......I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!! "crying"