GOD DAMNIT I'M LOSING MY SHIT NOW! I miss my cat. It fucking sucks that she's in my backyard under a canvas in a bag in a box in two paper crocery bags. yea I often would hate her for waking me up the way she did all the time. but. god damnit I miss her face and her voice and her being here. my bed is empty now, she would sleep with me for warmth and vice versa. Fuck, she wasn't even my goddamned cat, we were only suppose to look after her and anoter cat for a, "little while." That came to an end when "whats her name" came for a visit and said "Oh, I miss you but my new cats wouldn't." Fuck you, for dumping these two cats on us like an asshole amd me developing feelings for them. I SHOULD SHOOT YOU!

But that would make more people sad instead of just my brothers and I and my personal family. BJ was a jerk; Nifty is a stuckup fat bitch (the second cat we got) but right now I miss BJ as much as I miss my Chicago, Chicago was, "my nigga" my "second in command" and BJ simply, liked me more than the rest of the famn damily

BJ, come back; I hate that you are not here anymore. Dead kitties arn't much fun... *cries*