So I was talking to my good friend  kujjles earlier about how we both have improved with art. Slowly...but surely. I for one admit, I'm not the best.....far from it. That doesn't mean I don't place effort into my works of course. Though I sometimes I wonder why people have watched me or still do...even a few big names. Is it my art quality? Content? Or because of my friendly personality? It's a touchy subject for me because I'm very self-conscious of what content I draw and how good it should be because I get the feeling people will judge me. Yea I know, my friends say "draw what you want" but the feelings still irk me somewhat ^^; Also the fact that I get the feeling I have "empty watchers" (no offense ) ....those who watch me but say nothing but are always seen commenting on other profiles. Honestly...it spawns jealousy and envy ^^;

Regardless, I'm still thankful and appreciate all the support people have given me to this day...new and old. I try not to let those feelings get a hold of me and just let my art improve naturally...rather than forcing myself to improve which brings frustration and expecting myself to be pro in no time. I guess at the rate I'm going, I'm not gonna be a pro anytime soon...probably never will.....I will always be an amateur artist. Some people were born with talent for art. I'm not one them...But that's ok, I still enjoy what I do regardless. If a drawing exceeds my expectations....well good for me! Props! Ya dun did gud kid!

Anyways, I just wanted to get that outta my system. Don't worry, this wasn't a rant or vent...sorry if it came off that way tho ^^; Don't worry guys...I'll be fine!

Thanks for taking time to read this!

Laterz!

"B"