Sometimes feelings can't be explained. Sometimes feelings are explained by someone who can't explain. No matter what, they will always be feelings regardless. But that's OK because feelings can still shape you and all that you do and that's the best way too express them. I have just been thinking really, as usual. You never really know a person until you stick around with them for awhile and just talk away. I mean yea. Duh, right? All their feelings and emotions, their achievements and mistakes, their sorrows and burdens, what makes them happy and how you can do it too. Obviously that applies too anyone. You don't really know someone just by seeing them. And in recent times I finally emerged from my lonely shell and met so many people. Something I needed. A lot. And yea coming out of your shell is something that happens, and no one isolates them self forever. It's just those I met....Hmm... wait I lost my thoughts...................... You see an artist's work. And like, you really don't think much of the one behind the work. Maybe. I dunno. Some people keep their emotions to themselves, others make it known. Wait..... Damn.. that's another thing is that sometimes ya feel something and ya think of a way too express it in your head and.. well I'm sure you know what you mean. Anyways. I had the opportunity too meet many people. I made friends, I became part of another family for awhile, I laughed much with many but also heard the burdens of many... I told my share too many. I lost some along the way too. I had mentors. I had a "second mother". I learned a lot from many. Things I should've learned myself perhaps. And finally I fell in... no.. I have someone I love, who also feels the same. It's just.. It's so funny how another person can really affect you. Whether good or bad. Hmm.... what am I getting at...? I guess... I guess I am just saying that I am glad to be where I am now. This life has never been uneventful. Hmmmm.... I feel like I had something I was trying too say when I started writing this.... Ah well... after all, they are just feelings. Something that cannot be explained so easily.. Ya just feel. And I am glad I am able to feel the things I do. Wait. No...... that's not what I was trying too say..... Oh man..... *sigh*.... I guess I just needed to surface some things I am feeling. Well for the most part. But perhaps I never will really understand how I feel. I might even sing the same song with a different tune if that makes sense. But y'know what. That's OK.