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Fatigue
7 years ago
So its been about a good year and a half in my current job, things are pretty settled and Im very stable, albiet the glamour and excitement has really faded and of late I've just not been getting anywhere it feels. Weight loss has stagnated, I've already ticked many of the places I wanted to go off my bucket list and Im and in NO hurry to get married/have kids and that shibang.
I am at a loss as to what I want in life. Turning 29 in next month and wondering... 10 years. Now what?
Honestly it gets abit concerning that last sunday I was reviling the idea I had to go back to work because of the relative tedium of it all. I still like the job and how cushy it can be but its just not motivating me or challenging me that much anymore. If things dont pick up in the coming years I dont see myself working there long term.
Some days I get to work in the morning and I already want to go home, and when the day finally finishes, I rush home and realise I dont want to do anything other than lie in bed and vegitate. This can't be all I have to look forwards to.
On top of that I've been feeling really in the pits about art. A complete lack of motivation to do anything. Maybe I'll go through my stack of unfinished pieces and finally crank them out. who knows...
I am at a loss as to what I want in life. Turning 29 in next month and wondering... 10 years. Now what?
Honestly it gets abit concerning that last sunday I was reviling the idea I had to go back to work because of the relative tedium of it all. I still like the job and how cushy it can be but its just not motivating me or challenging me that much anymore. If things dont pick up in the coming years I dont see myself working there long term.
Some days I get to work in the morning and I already want to go home, and when the day finally finishes, I rush home and realise I dont want to do anything other than lie in bed and vegitate. This can't be all I have to look forwards to.
On top of that I've been feeling really in the pits about art. A complete lack of motivation to do anything. Maybe I'll go through my stack of unfinished pieces and finally crank them out. who knows...
"On top of that I've been feeling really in the pits about art. A complete lack of motivation to do anything. Maybe I'll go through my stack of unfinished pieces and finally crank them out. who knows..."
Honestly Freelancer I've been feeling the same way, sorry I haven't released anything from you because of this, if you want someone to talk to with the same feelings and others, I'm on Steam / Discord 24/7.