Last night, I got the answer from Andy, my ex, that I'd been dieing to have. He doesnt know if we'll ever be friends again. To me, thats a great answer, because at least it wasnt a no. I didnt expect a yes, either.. but an 'I dont know' really is great because I know we'll be friends again that way. With as close as we were, as much as we enjoyed one anothers compant, with as much as we got eachother.. theres no way a friendship like that can just.. die. I've had worse break-ups before, and over time have been able to patch it up with the dood - we're friends now. So.. I'm glad to know I wont lose somebody who I loved so much completely.
Shit happens, people make mistakes. I made my fair share of mistakes, too. We move on, we change. For now, I need to fix myself in order to properly enjoy my life.. I know that now.

So, that being said! Anybody looking to OC or otherwise draw together, let me know. If you play WoW and would like to hang with me in game, let me know! If you want to chat with me on AIM (and mind you I'm not always the most social person), let me know.

I need friends, people to talk to and spend time with to help me learn who I am, and who I am not. I've spent too much time focusing on other things first. So yeah, poke me..

And thank you to all who have shown me support in the last few months. I'm shocked and pleasantly surprised by how many people really like me.. it makes me feel speacial, and lets me know I'm not alone in a time in my life when I thought I was.

Thank you all so much. <3