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People are difficult, which has yet again been proven to me this night and morning.

If things happen to you that you simply can't comprehend...

Now, don't get me wrong. I'm usually not a person who's very emotional. Quite the contrary. I'm extremely rational, and am able to control myself extremely well. While I do come off as blunt and "angry" at times, I'm never angry, just honest. The highest on emotion someone gets from me is usually a sigh of frustration or annoyance.

Thus, I guess that's one of the main reasons I'm a rather lonely person.

Tonight, however, I lost control of myself - it literally slipped away - and let myself go. Things happened I heavily regret. I wish I could turn back time in order to make these things never happen... but I can't.

The person who experienced this slip of control seems to have had the exact same experience, as they told me. They asked me to forget what happened... Something I would've done either way, since it was something I didn't really want to happen.

They also asked me to break off the contact with them and leave them alone... this hurt me, a lot... and that's the main reason I'm posting this journal here. I care a lot for this person, and I tried to explain that I was in the same position as them, lost control myself, but they wouldn't listen... or at least didn't respond.

So basically, yea... I've lost a friend over losing control, being emotional. Someone I enjoyed talking to. I hope, as time goes on, that they will forgive me and give me a second chance...

That's all, I suppose. :/