So about what happened 3 days ago, it put me into real shame because of the things i said and the emotional drama that I put myself and my parents in. I went to the counselor's office and talked about why no one was looking at my posts. So far, I'm going to be having 3-6 sessions to get back on the right track and hope that my behavior will be better again.

Then tonight, my mom went and talked to me about what happened the other day when I burst out in front of the class of students and a professor as I wanted to ask a question. As it turned out, I got frustrated and it concerned my teacher to tell me that i had to meet up with the councilor. Afterward, my parents pointed out that I posted said rant journal and found out that i have a twitter without telling them. So i ended up selling out my (furry) social media to the household of my parents and the userpage that i have kept for so long. :(

As a result, i felt ashamed for what i have done and what i said. So i want to say that im terribly sorry for the pain and drama that caused me to acted that way and that it will never happen again. What's more important to me now other than being a furry is to focus on school and hope that i could make it all the way to graduation. im not saying that im leaving the furry community, its that i should probably take a break for a while before april comes. so with that being said. i still have you guys and you're all really awesome people out there i depend on to go through my struggles and i hope you have a good rest of the month.