So, It has been about a month since i last wrote anything. Its lovely to see everyone so active these last couple of days, I know not many or if anyone really reads these but its starting to become a nice relief to do this.

SO about the time i wrote the last entry i was having some hard time So this is a little bit of an update on that. My grandmother is still on the decline her health is not showing improvement and she is not able to keep anything down, So at the moment i am on death watch having to watch her wither away.

I took three days off this week with the help of my aunt who took over my death watch because my Friend in Florida is getting ready to move, SO i worked a little bit of magic and scrounged up someone with a good working truck to head to Florida. It had its good times, its bad times, and times I wanted to kill the driver. This trip should have taken only 18 hrs there and 18 hrs back but it turned out it would take 2 and a half days to get from Oklahoma to Florida. So now i have my belongings again as well as my main system so i can keep my mind off my grandmother a little so it dose not weigh as heavily on me as it could.

As a side note im thinking of setting up a go fund me at the moment... With how everything is going, i do now have a job at the moment and in the area im in its slim pickings So... Why dont you guys who read this leave a comment below on what you think about that idea, Im not expecting anything big but if i can get anything it would help to getting food and other things paid for in the mean time.

Update: So i was talked in to makeing a gofundme by a freand of mine... I will be posting it here for any who wish to share. Booting would be nice becouse the more people who see it means the better chance it can get around...

https://www.gofundme.com/basic-needs-big-heart