Of mood swings, art, and Aion.PLEASE READ THIS DEAR FRIENDS
16 years ago
So my moods have been just batshit crazed, and all over the place, BUT BUTT BUT, they are in line with my mood swings of 6-9 or so when I would "get out on the wrong side of the bed" as in just random clusterfuck moods, no rhyme or reason behind why they are the moods I am in. What this means is I might FINALLY be going back to my original personality at long last! and all its zany juicy craziness. WHAT THIS ALSO MEANS don't interact with me if you see me extremely cranky, as I will bite your head off for no reason =D, certain people are exempt from that rule a bit more than anyone else but yes, not totally! CAN YOU TAKE IT!?
Why this is important: It means I may not be "depressed" anymore in the clinical sense and that all my MEDicationS ARE FUCKING FINALLY WORKING LIKE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO. This also means I will not be drinking hardly ever, except for the sake of making food taste better/accompaniments. DO NOT LET ME DRINK. Not that you could stop me though =D but try! So I know to keep hold of myself and weigh the risks vs rewards of drinking at that time! This also means I can finally start working to some semblance of happiness! :3 HOWEVER DO NOT BE SHOCKED if I start acting very childish in some sense(s). To end this mood part: "Squee!"
ART: So I've decided to stop being a douchebag, and upload some of my old murrsona and characters art from the past few years(ok 10 years). Some people mentioned to me that they wondered how I drew, what characters looked like, etc.
So enjoy I guess =D there is like 5-9 certain people on FA that I want to comment on some pictures, if they do I will do something special, if they don't well, oh well =3
AION: OMG OMG OMG OMG IT'S SO GOOD!
When It launches I will tell in a journal what server I am on.
All beta-event invites with purchase of Collector's Edition FOR THE MUTHER TRUCKIN' WIN!
Why this is important: It means I may not be "depressed" anymore in the clinical sense and that all my MEDicationS ARE FUCKING FINALLY WORKING LIKE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO. This also means I will not be drinking hardly ever, except for the sake of making food taste better/accompaniments. DO NOT LET ME DRINK. Not that you could stop me though =D but try! So I know to keep hold of myself and weigh the risks vs rewards of drinking at that time! This also means I can finally start working to some semblance of happiness! :3 HOWEVER DO NOT BE SHOCKED if I start acting very childish in some sense(s). To end this mood part: "Squee!"
ART: So I've decided to stop being a douchebag, and upload some of my old murrsona and characters art from the past few years(ok 10 years). Some people mentioned to me that they wondered how I drew, what characters looked like, etc.
So enjoy I guess =D there is like 5-9 certain people on FA that I want to comment on some pictures, if they do I will do something special, if they don't well, oh well =3
AION: OMG OMG OMG OMG IT'S SO GOOD!
When It launches I will tell in a journal what server I am on.
All beta-event invites with purchase of Collector's Edition FOR THE MUTHER TRUCKIN' WIN!
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