I don't know exactly why I'm creating this journal, maybe it's the fact that I'm just tired and feeling emotional. Maybe, upon rethinking, I'll take this down.
I don't know, honestly, and I'm sure none of you do either.
But, I'd like to say, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry to a few select artists who I didn't pay on time and tried to make stupid excuses, I was dumber then. I make sure to pay whenever I can now.
I'm sorry to those whom I've just lost contact with, I don't mean for that to happen, I just struggle with starting up a conversation, or sometimes I struggle to reply.
I'm sorry to those who I've hurt, or angered. I sometimes don't think, or my anger clouds my mind and I become an insufferable asshole.

I completely deserve to be blocked, or ignored, or just plain hated.
I know that a lot of the people that may have experienced this, will probably never see this journal.
But, I need to get it off my chest anyway.

I am so incredibly sorry for my actions in the past.
I'm not gonna promise they won't happen again, we all slip from time to time. I just promise one thing.

I will try.