Updates #6
7 years ago
General
And yet somehow I'm still alive. An update was a long time coming, but I had to focus on some other things, mainly IRL, so I've been mostly working in silence.
Art updates first, as usual: almost have the remaining old sketches done, but won't be posting them here until I have them all done - though I'll put the big files Trello before I post them here, you can pick them up, same goes for IAs. Several have been finished, and the remaining ones are sitting waiting on shading/backgrounds. I've been extremely scatterbrained about what goes where lately, so I'll need to figure out what will go where.
And then... it'll finally, finally be done. After almost a year of this.
As for other things, mostly health... Well. The good news is that in these couple of months, I finally found out what was wrong with me, and why what happened, happened. The bad part of it is, well, first - there's a lot of things. A PTSD and a personality disorder among them. And the fact that none of this was diagnosed properly before, and I'd have to ask myself why couldn't the doctors tell me and the treatment could've started earlier. I don't know why I was told that I was healthy and okay when I clearly wasn't, and had no idea what's going on with me. Over a year wasted of not knowing what happened and why I literally broke, and after that my health deteriorated, my ability to work died, and everything else along with it. All of this should've been done years ago, but well. It wasn't.
That said, this is what I've been doing, and now I'm on both serious anti-dep meds, and doing CBT. It's not going to be an overnight process, but all of this is also treatable, so. That's a good thing.
So no, I wasn't absent and continued/am continuing on work, but this was something I had to deal with, for better or worse... And I hope everyone else's time has been less horrible.
Art updates first, as usual: almost have the remaining old sketches done, but won't be posting them here until I have them all done - though I'll put the big files Trello before I post them here, you can pick them up, same goes for IAs. Several have been finished, and the remaining ones are sitting waiting on shading/backgrounds. I've been extremely scatterbrained about what goes where lately, so I'll need to figure out what will go where.
And then... it'll finally, finally be done. After almost a year of this.
As for other things, mostly health... Well. The good news is that in these couple of months, I finally found out what was wrong with me, and why what happened, happened. The bad part of it is, well, first - there's a lot of things. A PTSD and a personality disorder among them. And the fact that none of this was diagnosed properly before, and I'd have to ask myself why couldn't the doctors tell me and the treatment could've started earlier. I don't know why I was told that I was healthy and okay when I clearly wasn't, and had no idea what's going on with me. Over a year wasted of not knowing what happened and why I literally broke, and after that my health deteriorated, my ability to work died, and everything else along with it. All of this should've been done years ago, but well. It wasn't.
That said, this is what I've been doing, and now I'm on both serious anti-dep meds, and doing CBT. It's not going to be an overnight process, but all of this is also treatable, so. That's a good thing.
So no, I wasn't absent and continued/am continuing on work, but this was something I had to deal with, for better or worse... And I hope everyone else's time has been less horrible.
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Keep strong Horn!
Keep in one piece!
and rest as much time you can.
Also wish you the best of luck on your treatment!
Wish you the best of luck Take care!
hopefully it'll be much better from here