Alright people I know it's been a bit since I've posted a new journal with sustenanc. Whelp my birthday's heading up soon, 9/30/87.It's a very special birthday for me, since I shall be out living my name-sake. A year or two before my birth my uncle, died at the young age of 21. He was my dad's only true [blood brother.] And in some twisted part my dad's fault. Since he loaned him the motorcycle that would be his demise. Up until a year or two ago, I've actually been feeling kinda cursed, family always telling me how much I acted and looked like my dead uncle.....Dude died when he was 21, felt like a death sentance. "You act like him....Walk like him....Talk like him....Look like him....Your probably gonna die like him." Might not help either that I love motorcycle and despise cars. So getting to 22 is a very special birthday to me.


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Other news, I'm still having uber trouble with my fursona's color scheme. It's just not coming to me, other than a few small things. Shaggy should be 40-50% white, the spade and club should be the same color, and the diamond and spade the same color .....After that it's dealer's choice really. Though I do like what  iceman did http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1392671/ here with the eyes, looking like there was some color difference's around the eyes, maybe some dark color for the ears. But other that that I have absolutely no idea. It's like brains givin' me the big finger. Thankfully I've been giving these few things to several artist and scatter gunning, hopping that one or two of them will come up with something that just clicks. Hopefully I can get more help soon.


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On to con news, me and my mate  mai are gathering up funds to make it too, MFF. We should have a ride and room. But I still wouldn't mind planning for a back up. I hope I'll see lots of you lovely furs there, that I missed seeing at AC, or seeing you again there.