Dreams are odd, they connect a lot of things together and snatch parts of our lives to link up willy nilly, but sounds like the setting was the important part, as you've said it was amazingly beautiful, and the co-worker just one of those features tossed in just because. Just take the dream and rework it in your mind until you've either editted him out or your fiance in, so you can feel more comfortable about it.

Trust me, I tried that. The more I try to imagine it differently, the deeper and more clearly it embeds itself in my brain. xB

I think I just needed to get it out really, since I hadn't told anyone about it. The people I work with would flip out...and well I never get to talk to my friends anymore. Telling my fiance didn't seem the greatest idea either. We just worked out his last bits of paranoia a few months ago. The poor dear has been used by too many selfish sluts in the past.

I can understand that, sometimes others can't figure out that only a rare few get to have any say in how their dreams go and generally you just have to go with what your brain gives you. Paranoia adds to that considerably, and no point risking upping the headaches over something that's never going to happen RL, and that never even came to mind till that dream. Well best of luck in finding a way to think about something else (and sometimes drawing it out, at least the building, helps remove an image), and with your fiance.

Yea. Some dreams I have control of, mostly the ones in lighter stages of sleep, and ones that are just random bits of nothing, mainly just fun and bright and fluffy things, I can go where I wish, kind of a dream world where some ideas come from, like the Cheshire Lemurs. But anyway, off topic slightly I suppose.

Thank you for the luck wishing, it was very kind of you. And I've been sketching the image with varying characters of mine, though never close to matching just the feeling in that house, the majesty of it all...blah. I shouldn't use big words. Well. I suppose I'll let you get back to your normally scheduled life. xB

You're quite welcome, and much prefer getting away from what seems to be normally scheduled in my life. *chuckle* If and when you get something drawn up to express the house for you I look forward to seeing it.

I have all the inspiration I need for it...I just am not happy with anything...and half of my doodles have even been in my big 24x30 or something sketchbook. Yea. I have three oversized ones! xD Ones bristol though, so I rarely use it. Okay, counting the newsprint one four oversized ones.

And I'm glad to chat about anything, anytime, just give me a hollar. If its anything less than normal, don't be shy, I have no reserves, but you can pm to keep it private, I won't tell anyone. Heheh. Yep. I'm here for a while tonight, so whatever. ;3

Nice to have someone to chat with, although when you're part of a fandom is there much one talks about that IS normal? :) As a writer not an artist *sigh* I'll have to trust you on what sizes tablets come in though.

Been trying to get my muse to cooperate myself, she's been quite fickle (tends to take off for weeks or longer if I get depressed over something) so I haven't written since last month. I hate going so long without writing up something, especially when I've so much unfinished stuff.

Well, a normal sketch book is about the size of computer paper, and that's what, 9x11?

And yep! I'm here to talk to anyone about anything! I love random chats! And well...yea. There are things that are way to the extreme in every fandom, less normal than what most are accustomed to, and I'm not shy about anything. xD At least online. IRL I'm shy as hell. Until I really get to know someone.

*fluffs you up and smiles* Easier to be open online, got a certain amount of separation to make talking and other things easier. So what brought you into fandom, and what do you favor drawing in general?

*churrs happily at the fluffings* Yea, thats a good point.

And what brought me into the fandom? Well, in the fourth grade I loved anime, yea, like all kids that age I suppose...and then in the fifth grade I met korth(http://furaffinity.net/user/korth)[I dunno how to do the neat little icon links on this site. xD] who shared the love of anime, and had the internets! We became very close friends over the next few summers, never really talking during the school year, it was a bit of an odd friendship, but still the most treasured I've ever had. Well, she drew the furry anime girls and guys. So I started to. Then we both just sort of developed from there. She introduced me to deviantArt, and from there I kinda followed her around like a lost little puppy to Sheezyart. And then from there to here, when SA banned the porn. xD

I muchly favor drawing tasteful nudes of cute and chubby girls. Big boobs are fun, but sometimes just don't fit the character I'm drawing. I like drawing them in shy moments too, even a normally outgoing character is fun to draw caught off guard once in a while. And right now, I want to get into drawing more than what I've done. I have a new character, Sekeshii, she's a salamander, I want a few other amphibian characters, I want to return to work on two avian characters I created about a year ago, and I want to try reptiles again too. Maybe an insect or two, no spiders or bees though. I hate them. *shudders*

Just a fun little tidbit. Kao-Keo was probably my tenth or so character ever, the last of a group of furries I made for a story, and one that didn't really fit in anywhere. She was albino with shoulder length curly hair, and fur that covered her arms and legs and boobs, but nothing else. xD Thats how my early furries were. I should upload some for the lulz. She was an albino ferret for about a week, then she became a rox {rabbit/fox hybrid} for the beggining of my ninth grade year. Then she went back to being a rabbit. Then in the eleventh grade, she became what she is now. My mogadore girly. I've strayed from her to a few different fursonas because sometimes she just doesn't feel like me. Then I realize how much she is me, and go back to her. xD Sorry to waste your time with this, heheh. I just went off on a bit of a tangent.

*chuckles and fluffs you some more* I don't mind, we all like to share on occasion with someone who's a sympathetic ear (or eye in this case). :) I created Nightmask a long time ago to try and RP on the old Furnet, but sadly he was ignored, so didn't see life until I got web access and got onto FurryMuck, and he's been around ever since.

Wow. I started out RPing as not a furry, but as this character of mine named Cyshi Kopolani. Yes she was covered in a very fine and short fur. But she wasn't a furry. She was an alien. Because back in middle school, I was obsessed with aliens. Well, as in elementary school too, but I didn't get a computer with internet until I was in the eigth grade. I was a pervert even then at the tender age of 14, and had everyone I RPed with on Furcadia believing I was in my twenties. I told one person my true age, and they quit talking to me. I didn't know about the laws back then that you could be arrested even for talking with minors in explicit ways. So yea. Heheh.

Yes that does make things hazardous for the older people online, as long as they don't know and are given the impression someone's of age they have some protection (although everyone's so manic about it anymore and love to burn the guys for it no matter how obviously clueless they were about the other person's age). God forbid he go a step farther and show pics or use his webcam thinking you're an adult and someone finds out, he's a dead man no matter how much he was lead to believe you're old enough. Well at least you're safe enough now right? :)

Well, safe from getting older guys in trouble with the law, with wives, no. xB I like to be a tease and a flirt, but I won't go over any lines, not now anyway, happily engaged and all. But I just hope there are no little boys or girls out there who try anything naughty with me online, that'd be so weird.

*petpets and nods, being playful is fun, and knowing where your lines are at, although is sure both sides are disappointed where those lines are* *chuckle* So why would it be wierd?