Its saddening to know one of my best friends gave in. He gave up. I still haven't given up on him. Its just really sad and infuriating ti have someone block you twice. Especially when all you're trying to do is help them. Its just so sad. I'm just so sad. I genually wanted to help them. I wanted to be there, but in the end all that I did was for no reason. I tried and failed...


Its things like this that makes me want life to hurry up. I want to meet and greet and talk with each of those I care about. I want to help them even when it seems I can't. Sometimes all everyone needs is a hug or a supporting friend. I'm tired of friends feeling so bad for themselves that they fall under.

I promise everyone on here that unless by force, no matter what you do, I won't judge or treat you differently, and you'll always be a friend in my book. I won't give up on anyone. I won't leave anyone like I've been left. I declare this from now on.

If you leave me, you can always come back. I'll welcome everyone with open arms.

I'm open to talk to most days, just note me. I care. The moment we talk I care. Even if I don't follow up I care. I'm here to help when I can. Even if I myself am down in the dumps like now.

Bye now...