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Where The Hell Was I?
7 years ago
So I've been gone for months.
I had lost all motivation to do any drawing during that period, to do anything at all really, besides going to work which is what was throwing me off.
I'm trying to get back into the swing of things with light doodles, brainstorming game ideas and mechanics for games I'm never actually going to make, and wasting my life away in an MMO. You know, the FUN stuff.
I'm hoping to find a healthy balance of life outside, "productivity," and the typical degenerate yet satisfying life I've always had.
So let's bust out the drank. Fumble around in FFXIV, and... I dunno, draw more knights and skeletons I guess because I'm a freak.
I had lost all motivation to do any drawing during that period, to do anything at all really, besides going to work which is what was throwing me off.
I'm trying to get back into the swing of things with light doodles, brainstorming game ideas and mechanics for games I'm never actually going to make, and wasting my life away in an MMO. You know, the FUN stuff.
I'm hoping to find a healthy balance of life outside, "productivity," and the typical degenerate yet satisfying life I've always had.
So let's bust out the drank. Fumble around in FFXIV, and... I dunno, draw more knights and skeletons I guess because I'm a freak.
If I like, or want to like, a game, I become overly critical of myself, and at times, game mechanics.
So basically the moment one thing goes wrong, I complain over my own faults. Not always, but often enough.
Furthermore, I actually suck at traditional MMO combat and using a keyboard in general. So that doesn't exactly help my situation.
In short, yeah, FFXIV is fun. I enjoy it even though it may seem like I don't. I just have a habit of treating things that I like aggressively... I suppose.
As a disclaimer to sort of redeem my expressed personality:
This is not to say that playing with me wouldn't be enjoyable, as I only express these frustrations when amongst close friends. So if I were to play with you per say, I'd only let out exaggerated, though clearly frustrated sighs at times of misfortune, or quick, short, outbursts of incoherent babble and noises to mock my inexperience all in good fun. Basically, I'm courteous enough not to ruin the experience of those I don't know...... however my friends get the shitshow because, I myself, am an amazing friend in return. C:
I simply worry too much about being a bad player and making the game a chore to those I party with.
You holdin' up mostly well?
UUUUUUUUUUUUM...
Well, I finally am now? :'D
Just keep it going, make it better at your own pace, but certainly don't lose it.