Bell has been staying with me since Sunday again, with her beautiful baby boy, Avery. Every time I'm around him, he brings out this side of me. I've fallen madly in love with this tiny little creature, even when he's crying, being cranky, and when he smiles, my heart melts. It's kind of amazing how much something so little has affected me so much.

I went through a long phase where I was pretty sure that I didn't want to have kids, like, ever. Now that I've been around this one though, I'm thinking that that has changed. I think that it's directly related to helping Bell take care of him. After Avery goes to bed at night I'm left with a particular sense of satisfaction. Even his tears are just another amazing aspect of him. So yeah, I think that I want kids, at some point, and that it will probably be the most amazing adventure of my life.