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A rainbow among my dark cloud. + I need a room for BLFC
7 years ago
General
Is this the beginning?
So yeah, I had a sucky last two months. My dad died, and every night is a another reminder that another day came and went without him. However, each passing day is not as hard as the first was. I had a panic attack the night after my dad died. Of all places, it happened at a party that I was originally set to attend (on my mothers side). That proved to be a mistake as I nearly fainted that night, and almost had relatives call 911.
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I’m hurting… but I am moving on.
What is so bizarre is the fact that I pretty much own everything my dad had… which was a lot more that I ever realized. He did not leave me with enough to not work, but enough to work with. There was almost no debt to anything. The house is nearly paid off. Even his funeral was pre-paid. After all, my mom purchased all of our burial plots well before she passed (2005). My parents were both the type to always plan ahead… and they did to the end. Man, my parents sacrificed a lot for their kids. I just pray that it not be in vein. I need to be smart with my resources and make sense of my time.
Though at the same time, I need to live.
**BLFC= Thus why now I ask at the literal last minute, does anyone have a room for BIGGEST LITTLE FUR CON (BLFC 2018) that they are willing to open their door to both my friend
and myself? Naturally we will pay for our room share costs. We would likely show up Day 0 and leave a day AFTER the con. I always bring food for the roommates to snack on/ share… and I have this tradition of buying pizza for the room on Saturday night. Please let me know as time is very short to convention time. *does dog beg*
Now let’s brighten up this journal a bit:
Warning to potential future con roommates. I may be tempted to do this to you. XD
Birds know when you’ve got good taste in music.
Let me see you shake that tail, old’skool style.
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I’m hurting… but I am moving on.
What is so bizarre is the fact that I pretty much own everything my dad had… which was a lot more that I ever realized. He did not leave me with enough to not work, but enough to work with. There was almost no debt to anything. The house is nearly paid off. Even his funeral was pre-paid. After all, my mom purchased all of our burial plots well before she passed (2005). My parents were both the type to always plan ahead… and they did to the end. Man, my parents sacrificed a lot for their kids. I just pray that it not be in vein. I need to be smart with my resources and make sense of my time.
Though at the same time, I need to live.
**BLFC= Thus why now I ask at the literal last minute, does anyone have a room for BIGGEST LITTLE FUR CON (BLFC 2018) that they are willing to open their door to both my friend
and myself? Naturally we will pay for our room share costs. We would likely show up Day 0 and leave a day AFTER the con. I always bring food for the roommates to snack on/ share… and I have this tradition of buying pizza for the room on Saturday night. Please let me know as time is very short to convention time. *does dog beg*Now let’s brighten up this journal a bit:
Warning to potential future con roommates. I may be tempted to do this to you. XD
Birds know when you’ve got good taste in music.
Let me see you shake that tail, old’skool style.
There is currently 11 to his room, and from what I am hearing, there is plenty of space for all of us. So thanks for asking, but i think I am good for now.