Really what did I do? I am in pain almost 24/7. I can't get a job cause I don't feel I can manage one. I have an asshole sister that thinks she is the hot shit on a stick and that everyone should bow down to her. Disabilities doesn't pay me shit cause I'm living with my retired mother whom is being bled dry by my asshole sister. I wanna help out more but thanks to what I said above makes it pretty damn hard to do. So WTF!!!! is it?






I'm sorry friends. I'm beginning to loose some of my optimism and fighting spirit. I love ya'll. I feel like you like me and my pics. Plus I'm really struggling with depression, and my mother fell yesterday while she was with a friend at our local eatery. She told me later that she had blacked out... Which really scares me. Plus I'm worried about my dog Bear, he shows very aggressive signs at random times. Tries to bite at me and my clothes and won't stop when told to. I'm just really turning into a basketcase.



Cries gently.........