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Fuck You 2018 ;_;
7 years ago
Hey everyone,
Four months in and this year still can't treat me right! I'm very sorry guys, my personal life seems to be in a constant state of upheaval - every month there seems to be new and highly distressing event(s). The latest upheaval is highly personal, so I shan't go into detail. But, it has knocked me to the ground in regards my emotional and mental health.
Currently I'm living in a constant state of extreme anxiety and I can't stop these paranoid feelings - which means I'm hyper vigilant whenever I'm out of my home, this week it has inhibited by ability to even go to the connivance store for simple groceries. On Monday I completely broke down, I couldn't think straight, everything was a huge worry; from the little things like what my wife and I should cook for dinner, to the big important things (the trigger).
Sorry to spill all of this out to you.
But next week I will be opening some commission slots so that I can set that money to one side just in case I have a particularly bad day and can’t manage to leave the house to go to the day job. This way I wont have to make those lost hours up a the office just so I can make rent.
The commission slots will be very limited, and will open first to my patrons and then if there are any slots left I will then advertise here in a journal. If you are able to help me through this, that would be outstanding, truly!
Four months in and this year still can't treat me right! I'm very sorry guys, my personal life seems to be in a constant state of upheaval - every month there seems to be new and highly distressing event(s). The latest upheaval is highly personal, so I shan't go into detail. But, it has knocked me to the ground in regards my emotional and mental health.
Currently I'm living in a constant state of extreme anxiety and I can't stop these paranoid feelings - which means I'm hyper vigilant whenever I'm out of my home, this week it has inhibited by ability to even go to the connivance store for simple groceries. On Monday I completely broke down, I couldn't think straight, everything was a huge worry; from the little things like what my wife and I should cook for dinner, to the big important things (the trigger).
Sorry to spill all of this out to you.
But next week I will be opening some commission slots so that I can set that money to one side just in case I have a particularly bad day and can’t manage to leave the house to go to the day job. This way I wont have to make those lost hours up a the office just so I can make rent.
The commission slots will be very limited, and will open first to my patrons and then if there are any slots left I will then advertise here in a journal. If you are able to help me through this, that would be outstanding, truly!
Was nice seeing you again at Cfz btw.