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My Head Is Presently Hurty
7 years ago
Migraines are pleeeeeh... as is back pain. On an upnote I tried taking Cymbalta, which did pretty much nothing for my pain, but it came with the very odd side effect of completely shutting off my appetite. So now I'm taking it just for that, as an appetite suppressant. Already lost around 15 pounds, which is awesome. It's weird because, like, food still tastes good, but like I have absolutely no sense of hunger at all, to the point where I have to actually remind myself that I need to eat.
Only downside is that it's makin me slightly more manic than usual, so like I've only been sleeping for like 4 to 6 hours at a time now and I've been doing crazy level sorting stuff. Like I had over 3,000 open tabs in Firefox and I managed to sort through, archive, bookmark and close out every last one in about three days. Then I started sorting a bunch of the old image archive stuff I had and I've already clocked through naming and organizing like 50,000 files in the span of about a month!
I've also been coming up with ideas and such even faster than normal. My brain is like an infinite well of creativity, I look into the maw of imagination itself and I CAN SEE FOREVER! ʘ_ʘ
Must sleep now tho... head is all PLAAAARG... time for Tylenol and dreams.
Speaking of dreams I've been having this pervasively reoccurring dream over the past ten years or so where I can float... for some reason. Like the setting and circumstances of the dream are always different, but in every instance I can jump into the air, or jump off something and then consciously control my descent, like it's some kind of completely natural sense of localized spatial manipulation or some such. Like I wake up feeling weird that I can't actually do it, like I ~should~ be able to do it, like it feels wrong somehow that I can't. It's very strange.
Only downside is that it's makin me slightly more manic than usual, so like I've only been sleeping for like 4 to 6 hours at a time now and I've been doing crazy level sorting stuff. Like I had over 3,000 open tabs in Firefox and I managed to sort through, archive, bookmark and close out every last one in about three days. Then I started sorting a bunch of the old image archive stuff I had and I've already clocked through naming and organizing like 50,000 files in the span of about a month!
I've also been coming up with ideas and such even faster than normal. My brain is like an infinite well of creativity, I look into the maw of imagination itself and I CAN SEE FOREVER! ʘ_ʘ
Must sleep now tho... head is all PLAAAARG... time for Tylenol and dreams.
Speaking of dreams I've been having this pervasively reoccurring dream over the past ten years or so where I can float... for some reason. Like the setting and circumstances of the dream are always different, but in every instance I can jump into the air, or jump off something and then consciously control my descent, like it's some kind of completely natural sense of localized spatial manipulation or some such. Like I wake up feeling weird that I can't actually do it, like I ~should~ be able to do it, like it feels wrong somehow that I can't. It's very strange.
