Depression.
7 years ago
🌙Ohana means family...🌙
I don't know what I did to deserve this.
Especially from you.
I trusted you.
Your last words to me were "Please don't leave me."
And then you left.
I loved you.
I was nothing but good to you.
All I want... Is a reason.
What did I do? Why do you hate me now?
You don't even have to come back to me, just..
Tell me why.
I'm not angry. I don't hate you. I know you must've had your reasons.
I just.. Want to know why.
I'm hurt, more than anything.
I expected this of anyone but you.
But.. I know. I know, for whatever reason, you will never speak to me again.
You'll never even read this.
I'm just.. Crying out into the darkness as my depression consumes me.
Maybe it is all my fault.
I know a handful of people who, if they ever see this, will take sick pleasure in seeing me suffer.
So.. Congrats. Enjoy it.
And.. To the person this is about.. I miss you. I hope you're happy.
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