Another year past... nothing has changed... I'm still alone...

Alcohol doesn't drown out the pain of it. Projects don't cover it up. I'm exhausted and tired from lack of sleep and when I do sleep it isn't restful... bad dreams...


I just want the parts of my life that made me truly happy back.


Edit: Something I saw this morning... truest words...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6S9E0MVteEc