Well as to not bore everyone with the mindless rambling I shall just get to it. Surgery is seven days from today on my spine. I have been to get poked and probed and pictures taken of my insides at any angle and format that you can possibly think of but I still don't feel at ease about any of it. I don't like the idea of being under anesthesia. When it was myself alone I would like to think I would charge headlong into this but with a crazy rebellious toddler about it makes one more cautious and causes them to look more ahead than they naturally would. I know it will be okay because its routine. I know it will be okay because we now have an answer as to what is wrong with me. I know it will be okay because it simply has to.
In the light of that I will be down for the count until at least July this year so why not try my hand at some more doodles? The whole point of this surgery IS after all to regain the function and feeling of my left arm....which when you are left handed is pretty damn important. The doodles probably won't be great and they might be downright horrid but hey...its something to do to keep my mind off of the surgery and it will keep me occupied post op when I will be stuck at home in bed on rest for a couple of months. Not to mention there are some changes that my sona Luka has undergone in my own mind since last she was drawn. It seems only fitting that as I have grown and changed, that she would do so in her own ways as well.

Good vibes people, good vibes- Luka