I'm just going to say this. I'm both in a good state and bad. I'm moving out (last chance pretty much) by June 1. I may be looking at a new career instead of Tim Hortons, CN Railway(Canadian stuff, with good pay and pension plan and all that fun stuff.). But.. I really, really hurt someone close to me. And seeing each time what happened, and now being blocked.. It hurts. I tore myself apart, and now an emotional black hole sits within me. However, while I may be taking a bit of a break from discord and such, it does not mean I'm gone forever or leaving. This place is a part of me... But I just hope I can mend the best friendship I've ever had.. Before its broken permanently.