I dont know how to take all of this...

Things were so perfect too.. My rl in check, my roleplay life pretty great.


Until one day I had to snoop and fine the truth.

It's not so much that I found that shit out that hurt me..

It's more if the fact that YOU hurt me..

I cant seem to hide the pain today...

I just might disapear for awhile..

I dont know what to do..

In serious pain.. slion.. you... who's next to leave and completely destroy me.. Why do I keep trying?