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I have complete changed ideals since last we spoke, doctor.
16 years ago
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There are things in life that apparently change for everybody. Nasty little suprises lurk around every corner, as well as gifts of friendship that shine through.
Where I place myself in these two wonders suprises even me.
Somebody hurt me. Rather badly to be honest, and it's stuck in mind and body even through dreams. I dream about falling into their arms, being the folorn hero in my own minds story telling as these dreams slowly lull me to sleep, their words intricate, well spoken and only for me.
These dreams should be quickly crushed underfoot if ever dream mized with logical reasoning and in fact, reality. But the heart chooses to heal in very odd ways. I am not longer in a partnership with someone I thought I knew and always would, the trust is gone but the whisps of what was are still there. Pity, I feel. Urging him to be left alone, not scorned by this wrong he's placed, I've asked.
I don't know what type of person this makes me. One day, i'll find out.
On second life, I have changed and become a male avatar. I have a new character sheet for what I want to be, thus follows :
Name :Paimon Alecto
Facial markings : Obviously the head would be without armour, with black markings around the eyes, white facial stripes around a tan/caramel exterior. The horns should be large and basically like the photo, except black, as I don't desire any armourments on them either. His eyes will be a dark pink with black rings around the iris. His head hair will be black, feathered and swept into an emo-esque haircut. He wears upon his nose black box framed glasses. He also sometimes wears a black bridle, dependant on how he feels.
He has two types of piercings in his ears, two gears adorn his left whilst a pair of black cherries are on his right, symbolism of his nickname his friends call him : Cherry pai.
He has a black goatee, the only facial hair he sports.
Sex: Obviously male.
Height and stature : Around 5'11, lean but still toned. Big hooved feet, the transition on his upper thighs to his hooves should be caramel/tan to pitchblack, with white flanking his upper inner thighs.
Nature : Kind and often quiet, but can turn into a goof when he is prompted by his friends, Paimon lives a quiet life, often enjoying fishing and loner sports. He has a calm nature, but often can get overexcited in a joke or when pressured, can be angry and very protective of his friends. He's vague in words to people he doesn't know that well, but soon turns into a kind being when he feels that he can trust them.
I will not be changing back. The female part of me has died and long been crushed into the dirt.
I am still... happy though.
and its because of you, friends.
Where I place myself in these two wonders suprises even me.
Somebody hurt me. Rather badly to be honest, and it's stuck in mind and body even through dreams. I dream about falling into their arms, being the folorn hero in my own minds story telling as these dreams slowly lull me to sleep, their words intricate, well spoken and only for me.
These dreams should be quickly crushed underfoot if ever dream mized with logical reasoning and in fact, reality. But the heart chooses to heal in very odd ways. I am not longer in a partnership with someone I thought I knew and always would, the trust is gone but the whisps of what was are still there. Pity, I feel. Urging him to be left alone, not scorned by this wrong he's placed, I've asked.
I don't know what type of person this makes me. One day, i'll find out.
On second life, I have changed and become a male avatar. I have a new character sheet for what I want to be, thus follows :
Name :Paimon Alecto
Facial markings : Obviously the head would be without armour, with black markings around the eyes, white facial stripes around a tan/caramel exterior. The horns should be large and basically like the photo, except black, as I don't desire any armourments on them either. His eyes will be a dark pink with black rings around the iris. His head hair will be black, feathered and swept into an emo-esque haircut. He wears upon his nose black box framed glasses. He also sometimes wears a black bridle, dependant on how he feels.
He has two types of piercings in his ears, two gears adorn his left whilst a pair of black cherries are on his right, symbolism of his nickname his friends call him : Cherry pai.
He has a black goatee, the only facial hair he sports.
Sex: Obviously male.
Height and stature : Around 5'11, lean but still toned. Big hooved feet, the transition on his upper thighs to his hooves should be caramel/tan to pitchblack, with white flanking his upper inner thighs.
Nature : Kind and often quiet, but can turn into a goof when he is prompted by his friends, Paimon lives a quiet life, often enjoying fishing and loner sports. He has a calm nature, but often can get overexcited in a joke or when pressured, can be angry and very protective of his friends. He's vague in words to people he doesn't know that well, but soon turns into a kind being when he feels that he can trust them.
I will not be changing back. The female part of me has died and long been crushed into the dirt.
I am still... happy though.
and its because of you, friends.
