Still sick
7 years ago
I'm doing better but I still have my cough from months back when I'm laying down, I assume stress is the only reason it hasn't gone away. I'm not really worried, I figure if things get better so will I. The coughing is pretty minimal at this point, just unfortunate I haven't been well enough to get better.
The stress has been causing me pretty severe pain in my shoulders and back though, which has made drawing... difficult. Doesn't really help my mood either when just existing is uncomfortable/painful depending on the day.
I'd say that's the only reason I haven't been putting out much art aside ych stuff, but to be honest even though I've had a lot of free time to draw my own things, I've lost motivation to?
I have so many ideas and things I want to work on when I'm busy with commissions, but as soon as I have free time I just forget it all and I have no idea what I want to draw, and if I try to just doodle it turns out... sub par. I've dealt with this kind of artblock before but it feels like it's been so long since I haven't had hundreds of things on my to-do list that I don't really remember how to break out of it.
On the other hand it's given me time to play videogames again, so I beat the new God of War which was really good and I'm playing FFIX now.
The stress has been causing me pretty severe pain in my shoulders and back though, which has made drawing... difficult. Doesn't really help my mood either when just existing is uncomfortable/painful depending on the day.
I'd say that's the only reason I haven't been putting out much art aside ych stuff, but to be honest even though I've had a lot of free time to draw my own things, I've lost motivation to?
I have so many ideas and things I want to work on when I'm busy with commissions, but as soon as I have free time I just forget it all and I have no idea what I want to draw, and if I try to just doodle it turns out... sub par. I've dealt with this kind of artblock before but it feels like it's been so long since I haven't had hundreds of things on my to-do list that I don't really remember how to break out of it.
On the other hand it's given me time to play videogames again, so I beat the new God of War which was really good and I'm playing FFIX now.
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