WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! +Mother's Day
7 years ago
Every time you fall in love, you grow another heart. That way, you never lose the love you've had for others, but you have a whole new heart to fill with love for the next person. Never stop loving, and never stop growing another heart, for each person you love!
Hey guys...
Ok, so I got the results back from the Event Monitor, I had to wear for my heart, a couple weeks ago... and my Cardiologist says that it all looked normal. Wut?! Then why am I constantly getting light headed, and dizzy, and passing out, or nearly passing out? Ugh! The not knowing is what's driving me crazy! Nobody can seem to tell me what is going on in my body, to cause me to feel the way I've been feeling! 😠 RAWR!
I'm really depressed right now, because I keep getting mail, and emails, and seeing ads for Mother's Day... if you're new to watching me, my Mom, passed away, in November, and this is my first Mother's Day, without her... 😢 I miss her so much... 💔😭 While everyone else is out celebrating their Mom, today, I will be continuing to clear out my house, of tons of stuff, so I can get my furniture in here, on May 29th... everywhere I look, here, is a reminder of her, and how much of a loss I've sustained... and so much of the stuff in here, I don't want to get rid of, BECAUSE it reminds me of her... so many memories!
I have my appointment with the Endocrinologist, on Monday morning... I really need to know what exactly I'm dealing with, as far as my newer diagnosis of Secondary Hyperparathyroidism, is concerned. My Rheumatologist wants me to go and get new blood work done, because SHE is concerned that I may have PRIMARY Hyperparathyroidism! I don't know what that means, exactly, but I guess I'll find out, on Monday. Everything is so confusing, when it comes to my health... I just want to start feeling better! Hopefully, seeing this new specialist, will give me some answers to some of my questions about my health. I'll have to let you guys know how it goes...
And one last thing... 😔 I hate to sound like I'm begging, but honestly, I kind of need to... I have an Amazon List, full of food items, that I could really use... I have Celiac Disease, so I have to be on a Gluten-Free Diet, which can be stupidly expensive... I don't have a whole lot of energy, or stamina, so it's difficult for me to prepare meals for myself, all the time. My health just doesn't allow for it... so, if anyone, would be willing to get me any of the items on my list, I would be so grateful. The Gatorade is for my upcoming Endoscopy/Colonoscopy procedure, on June 4th, for which I have to be on clear liquids for THREE DAYS prior to the test! Blehhhhh! 😝 I'm gonna be so hungry! I can eat Jello, but only certain colors, because some of the dyes aren't allowed, for the test. I don't usually buy a whole lot of that stuff, because I don't eat/drink it that regularly. But for this test, I would rather be prepared, than be sitting here, being hungry, thirsty, and miserable... So, here is the link to my list, if anyone is willing to help out: https://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/...../15DW12GP4JKXK
Thanks for reading, guys! And for any help, provided... that includes prayer, healing energy, and good juju... 😘
Ok, so I got the results back from the Event Monitor, I had to wear for my heart, a couple weeks ago... and my Cardiologist says that it all looked normal. Wut?! Then why am I constantly getting light headed, and dizzy, and passing out, or nearly passing out? Ugh! The not knowing is what's driving me crazy! Nobody can seem to tell me what is going on in my body, to cause me to feel the way I've been feeling! 😠 RAWR!
I'm really depressed right now, because I keep getting mail, and emails, and seeing ads for Mother's Day... if you're new to watching me, my Mom, passed away, in November, and this is my first Mother's Day, without her... 😢 I miss her so much... 💔😭 While everyone else is out celebrating their Mom, today, I will be continuing to clear out my house, of tons of stuff, so I can get my furniture in here, on May 29th... everywhere I look, here, is a reminder of her, and how much of a loss I've sustained... and so much of the stuff in here, I don't want to get rid of, BECAUSE it reminds me of her... so many memories!
I have my appointment with the Endocrinologist, on Monday morning... I really need to know what exactly I'm dealing with, as far as my newer diagnosis of Secondary Hyperparathyroidism, is concerned. My Rheumatologist wants me to go and get new blood work done, because SHE is concerned that I may have PRIMARY Hyperparathyroidism! I don't know what that means, exactly, but I guess I'll find out, on Monday. Everything is so confusing, when it comes to my health... I just want to start feeling better! Hopefully, seeing this new specialist, will give me some answers to some of my questions about my health. I'll have to let you guys know how it goes...
And one last thing... 😔 I hate to sound like I'm begging, but honestly, I kind of need to... I have an Amazon List, full of food items, that I could really use... I have Celiac Disease, so I have to be on a Gluten-Free Diet, which can be stupidly expensive... I don't have a whole lot of energy, or stamina, so it's difficult for me to prepare meals for myself, all the time. My health just doesn't allow for it... so, if anyone, would be willing to get me any of the items on my list, I would be so grateful. The Gatorade is for my upcoming Endoscopy/Colonoscopy procedure, on June 4th, for which I have to be on clear liquids for THREE DAYS prior to the test! Blehhhhh! 😝 I'm gonna be so hungry! I can eat Jello, but only certain colors, because some of the dyes aren't allowed, for the test. I don't usually buy a whole lot of that stuff, because I don't eat/drink it that regularly. But for this test, I would rather be prepared, than be sitting here, being hungry, thirsty, and miserable... So, here is the link to my list, if anyone is willing to help out: https://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/...../15DW12GP4JKXK
Thanks for reading, guys! And for any help, provided... that includes prayer, healing energy, and good juju... 😘
in Regards to your health at least there so far is nothing serious happening, that is very good to hear!
hang in there friend, am happy to be a shoulder to lean on *gives big wing hugs*
be in a lot of pain. *Hugs and holds tight* Off the top of my
head, I think the difference between Primary and Secondary,
depends on if something else is causing it (Secondary) or
it's the thing that's causing a lot of other symptoms
(Primary)
The good news is the meeting of the local chapter was last night,
Sam's going to talk to Harrisburg, to see why they've gone silent,
and everyone sounded pretty concerned about you, so I'm
hoping my friends and I can at least get you through the
colonoscopy in halfway descent shape.
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