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🙅🏽 GIVE UP-PU 🙅🏽 HEEELP ME!!!
7 years ago
Hewlett has finally defeated me. He want's to learn how to code video games. -w-;
Ok, the art won't stop forever, there's even a 20% chance I'll open for simple sketch commissions, but we're switching gears towards learning to code... So basically no change from my uusual activity here! :D
STILL, I need your help learning to code. Will yoou help me? I wish to know EVERYTHING I will need to:
-code offline,
-in multiple 10-20 min sprints,
-Without a desktop or laptop
If we learn to code, maybe I can make Hewlett draw more puffy art~
.......................................
Maybe I should give an update of my current life... (Wall-o-Text alert; TLDR is above)
-At time of posting, I work 2 jobs to make money... and I have to work 7 days a week!
I'm a firm believer that you deserve AT LEAST one day where you don't have any work, but the jobs conflict with each other, so there's no other way. I am NOT going to miss out on my 8 hours of sleep... So I'm just going to have to change my definition of "day off": ALL of my time when I'm not working a job or sleeping.
-From the beginning, "making video games" has always been my dream, even if I failed computer science in college. Honestly, I don't care what I do as long as I'm "making video games", but artists don't have much power. But if my art isn't good enough to attract programmers to do my bidding, I'll have to do it all myself. I hear living an "ordinary and safe" life is something to be celebrated, but I can't give up on my ultimate dreams! Would I want to die with those regrets? So I'm taking a different path from the rest of my family: continuing to learn without expensive college instead of working a safe job to pay rent, which meeeeans:
-I still live with my parents. I've forgiven myself for this shame, but forgiveness is an ongoing process. I have to remind myself again and again that it's ok for an adult to still live with their parents, because life is hard for a lot of people these days. But I'm still affected by that poisonous stereotype of "the fat man-child that lives in their parents basement with no life". And honestly, I want my freedom from them, with their nagging and their dated values! That's another reason I'm working so hard!
Ok, the art won't stop forever, there's even a 20% chance I'll open for simple sketch commissions, but we're switching gears towards learning to code... So basically no change from my uusual activity here! :D
STILL, I need your help learning to code. Will yoou help me? I wish to know EVERYTHING I will need to:
-code offline,
-in multiple 10-20 min sprints,
-Without a desktop or laptop
If we learn to code, maybe I can make Hewlett draw more puffy art~
.......................................
Maybe I should give an update of my current life... (Wall-o-Text alert; TLDR is above)
-At time of posting, I work 2 jobs to make money... and I have to work 7 days a week!
I'm a firm believer that you deserve AT LEAST one day where you don't have any work, but the jobs conflict with each other, so there's no other way. I am NOT going to miss out on my 8 hours of sleep... So I'm just going to have to change my definition of "day off": ALL of my time when I'm not working a job or sleeping.
-From the beginning, "making video games" has always been my dream, even if I failed computer science in college. Honestly, I don't care what I do as long as I'm "making video games", but artists don't have much power. But if my art isn't good enough to attract programmers to do my bidding, I'll have to do it all myself. I hear living an "ordinary and safe" life is something to be celebrated, but I can't give up on my ultimate dreams! Would I want to die with those regrets? So I'm taking a different path from the rest of my family: continuing to learn without expensive college instead of working a safe job to pay rent, which meeeeans:
-I still live with my parents. I've forgiven myself for this shame, but forgiveness is an ongoing process. I have to remind myself again and again that it's ok for an adult to still live with their parents, because life is hard for a lot of people these days. But I'm still affected by that poisonous stereotype of "the fat man-child that lives in their parents basement with no life". And honestly, I want my freedom from them, with their nagging and their dated values! That's another reason I'm working so hard!
And wouldn't yoou feel good about yourself if I could say "I know how to code because Infla-Woofon helped me!" ?
The worst part is that I still have to cook as well as all of this.
Just do your best <=3
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